` Contradicting is a way to be persistent =] ..

Being adequate is not good enough ,
having strong mentality of determine will be better .

About me ?

D E X T E R

NAME: DEXTER
STATUS: ~~ATTACHED~~ / ~~SINGLE~~
CHRISTIAN

It's poignant and it's inexplicable.. but I'll simulate silent and inhibit here..

Craving ☆

♥ Distinction for every module
♥ Hair-fashion Diploma
♥ Hair-fashion Nitec certificate
♥ LV bag
♥ New guitar
♥ Learn electric guitar
♥ A Classical piano
♥ Continue my piano grade
♥ 10 sets of clothes
♥ ~~HTC Hero~~
♥ ~~Spare phone~~
♥ ~~iPod touch~~
♥ ~~Gucci handbag~~
♥ ~~Burberry wallet~~
♥ ~~Green Wallet~~
♥ ~~Grow taller~~
♥ ~~Trip to Korea!~~
♥ ~~Be a hairstylist!~~
♥ 4 'A's for N level [Failed]
♥ ~~4 distinctions for prelim!~~
♥ ~~Desired Shoes~~

No-link ☆

- HairFashion & Design ☆
♂ Victor
♂ Tyson
♂ Loren
♀ Maya
♀ Ain
♀ Long Ting
♀ Pei San
♥ Friend
♥ Friend

- Maplers ☆
♀ Shan
♀ Vivian
♀ Coolrainx
♀ Sherry
♀ Yumeki
♀ Kathleen
♀ Regine
♀ Rainie
♂ Joel
♂ Lws
♂ Sherwin
♂ Ming Kang
♂ ZhiHui
♥ Mapler
♥ Mapler

- Audition ☆
♥ LV Fam
♀ Jie Ying
♀ Michelle
♀ Ashley
♀ Jocelyn
♀ Yan Ling
♂ Sungmin
♂ Sherman
♥ Audition
♥ Audition

- Friends ☆
♀ Janice
♀ Amide
♀ Joyce
♀ Kai Yee
♀ Nazrin
♀ Huda
♀ Mershal
♀ Su yi
♀ Cindy
♀ Xue wei
♀ Shu yi
♀ Shahira
♀ Jacqueline
♀ Hui Ling
♀ Qi Shan
♀ Noraliza
♀ Kim Wah
♀ Jin Yu
♀ Jie Min
♀ Xi xia
♀ Li Ling
♀ Esther
♀ Kolyn
♀ Melynda
♂ Bala
♂ Ashley
♂ Jason
♂ Jeremy
♂ Darrall
♂ Hong Zhi
♂ Zhe Bin
♂ Alex
♂ Daryl
♂ Wei Jie
♂ Heng Leong
♂ Chuan Wah
♂ Alvin
♂ Kah Wai
♂ Winston
♂ Tingyi
♂ Victor
♂ Zann
♂ Mun Wai
♂ Jerom
♂ Andrew
♂ Willy
♂ Liye
♂ Chun Cheng
♥ Friend
♥ Friend

- Hope-Church ☆
♀ Jazz
♀ Ace
♀ Jasmine
♀ Hui Yin
♀ Leanne
♀ Shareen
♀ Jul
♀ Felicia
♀ Ting Ting
♀ Jing Ting
♂ Shawn
♂ Kenneth
♂ Luke
♂ Paul
♂ Peretz
♥ Hope-Church
♥ Hope-Church

Chit-chat ☆

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Nostalgia ☆

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Entertainment ☆

Friday, September 25, 2009

Am I suppose to continue? T~T

Sometimes I'm thinking what's my motive, what's my ambition? What can I be, in 10years down the road? I was oblivious of what to do now. Hmmm, really really shag today.. Early in the morning, first period of lesson got mathematics. Sudden test ); I can't concentrate probably I was trying to escape from Discipline teacher ba. I was late today but I ran away ~__~ That's not gonna be my reason just wanna hide from reality.. sigh, Went in class, put bag and do test paper. Thought I've been studying past few days should be no problem but in the end don't know how to do. Brain couldn't function well.. Ponder those questions till headache. Am I really that useless? Really unbelievable that's not my ability seriously.. I've done lotsa revision on Science and Mathematics thought it would help. However seems like it's in vain.. I'm just confident enough initially but when I start to do test papers. I know I didn't do well.. Gotten back results which is below my expectations and I realised those questions I did before de.. It makes me feel gloomy and demoralised.. Really gonna break down le feel like giving up now ); Was holding up my tears when teacher go through the corrections. In such plight of time, I'm fragile.. Not setting high aim for myself le ba and doubt I will do well on N's so no much different anyway. Really lost my motivations towards studies le.. T~T Whenever I wana study, I'll feel somnolent.. Hopeless le la sigh, Glad that next Saturday, my friend gonna ask me out to study whee~ ^^ I promise myself from today till the end of N level and I urge myself to fulfil it. Pardon me for that.. sorry~

- Sleep before 11pm
- No sms in class
- Study at least 2hours excluding school hours

13days count down to the end of school~ Jiayous Dexter! );

2:23:00 PM