` Contradicting is a way to be persistent =] ..

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Recently, I've been alone in school. I chose to leave my friends because of some reasons. I didn't wanna say cause I don't wish to spoil the friendship between you guys. Frankly, when I decided not to join you guys. It's really heartfelt.. You guys kept asking me what happened etc. If I were to say, I think I'm just too selfish therefore I chose to inhibit everything to myself. Don't worry, I can be alone and I'm used to it. Hope that one day we could be good friend like before.. It's really happy spending time with you guys.

Fortunately, LLA was cancelled today! Hope every week could be like this manzxc! -__-
Went to CG today at Dhoby Ghaut Green. We play games, it was fun. Quite happy in fact. We started to Praise and Worship God, we were singing out loud to God. Suddenly some insensible, childish fag throw a small container of jelly thingy to us. They came and sit down watching us. Initially we didn't know it was done by them and guess what? They "shh" at us probably cause they think we're too noisy. They went off just right we were gonna end our prayer. I find it really childish and brainless doing such stuff. To the bunch of kids, please get-a-life! Stop behaving like "ah beng" like as if the whole world gonna suits your will. Get your crook brain wash and wake up from reality -.- By the way, for your information, Dhoby Ghaut Green is open for all and we ain't making much noisy! Not happy go other place. You guys look like probably 16~18 years old and I bet my maturity is beyond yours. This really turn me off seeing people wanna step "beng" yet need others to back up. If violence is the only way to solve things out, what is police for? I really pity you and your parents. Do you ever think for your parents, how would they feel if they know you are messing with nuisance people wasting away your bright future.. They will feel heartbreaking! !@#$%^&*(@^#%#~!

10:15:00 PM

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Phew~ Examinations coming, lotsa tests these few days. I promised if I got into this course, I will study hard and I will give it my best. Revision revision -__- stress manzxc!

Recently, my mood wasn't good. Probably I'm tedious.. Today went out with Chriscia, Sophie, Jie ren and Christina. Initially we planned it nicely, thought of going Kbox, shopping, movie and dinner. I was so excited and so looking forward to it yet it turns out to be a truculent day for me.. I told them to meet at 3pm and don't be late cause the Kbox package starts at 2~6.30pm. I'm supposed to collect my pay at Parkway, 2pm and I'll meet them at Kbox instead. I afraid they are impatient so I took cab rush down to Parkway and cab down to Marina Square to meet them. I reach the counter at 3pm, I was stupefied when the lady say "No one come yet". I took out my phone and saw Chriscia's message saying they just left their house.. I got so piss off, call them and start ranting my anger on them.. I didn't mean it just hope that you guys can adjust and manage your time well. Eventually, they reached at 5.45pm .__. Have our dinner and watch movie. Decided to watch District 13-Ultimate, the storyline is still acceptable. After that, wanna do some shopping. Sadly, most of the shops is closing.. sigh,

Every week before LLA lesson, I will prepare my Itouch. Just don't bother to know what the "teacher" gonna teach. Frankly speaking, I'm sick of seeing her face.. Don't blame me by showing nonchalant attitude. You are the one who started it first. You don't even respect me, why should I even bother to respect you? I tell you what, you will never get a tinge of respect from me ever. You don't deserve it anyway. Heard before? "Respect is to earn" Before you want me to respect you, show me how you gonna gain it. I am pretty angry when I know I have already handed in my homework EARLY yet you wanna send me warning letter. You had just deprive the respect and good expression I have in you. I attend your lesson not because I am interested in your lesson. I am more concern about my other modules cause I can't get my certificate if I don't complete all modules. I do it for my sake not yours. Don't have to waste your time and go around asking about me. Don't even bother to talk to me too cause ultimately, you're are just talking to yourself.

I shall bathe and sleep now. Tomorrow gonna meet my dearest sister(Jazzlene) at 1pm for shopping then go church whee~ Good night my peers!

12:35:00 AM

Respect me and I'll respect you =]