` Contradicting is a way to be persistent =] ..

Being adequate is not good enough ,
having strong mentality of determine will be better .

About me ?

D E X T E R

NAME: DEXTER
STATUS: ~~ATTACHED~~ / ~~SINGLE~~
CHRISTIAN

It's poignant and it's inexplicable.. but I'll simulate silent and inhibit here..

Craving ☆

♥ Distinction for every module
♥ Hair-fashion Diploma
♥ Hair-fashion Nitec certificate
♥ LV bag
♥ New guitar
♥ Learn electric guitar
♥ A Classical piano
♥ Continue my piano grade
♥ 10 sets of clothes
♥ ~~HTC Hero~~
♥ ~~Spare phone~~
♥ ~~iPod touch~~
♥ ~~Gucci handbag~~
♥ ~~Burberry wallet~~
♥ ~~Green Wallet~~
♥ ~~Grow taller~~
♥ ~~Trip to Korea!~~
♥ ~~Be a hairstylist!~~
♥ 4 'A's for N level [Failed]
♥ ~~4 distinctions for prelim!~~
♥ ~~Desired Shoes~~

No-link ☆

- HairFashion & Design ☆
♂ Victor
♂ Tyson
♂ Loren
♀ Maya
♀ Ain
♀ Long Ting
♀ Pei San
♥ Friend
♥ Friend

- Maplers ☆
♀ Shan
♀ Vivian
♀ Coolrainx
♀ Sherry
♀ Yumeki
♀ Kathleen
♀ Regine
♀ Rainie
♂ Joel
♂ Lws
♂ Sherwin
♂ Ming Kang
♂ ZhiHui
♥ Mapler
♥ Mapler

- Audition ☆
♥ LV Fam
♀ Jie Ying
♀ Michelle
♀ Ashley
♀ Jocelyn
♀ Yan Ling
♂ Sungmin
♂ Sherman
♥ Audition
♥ Audition

- Friends ☆
♀ Janice
♀ Amide
♀ Joyce
♀ Kai Yee
♀ Nazrin
♀ Huda
♀ Mershal
♀ Su yi
♀ Cindy
♀ Xue wei
♀ Shu yi
♀ Shahira
♀ Jacqueline
♀ Hui Ling
♀ Qi Shan
♀ Noraliza
♀ Kim Wah
♀ Jin Yu
♀ Jie Min
♀ Xi xia
♀ Li Ling
♀ Esther
♀ Kolyn
♀ Melynda
♂ Bala
♂ Ashley
♂ Jason
♂ Jeremy
♂ Darrall
♂ Hong Zhi
♂ Zhe Bin
♂ Alex
♂ Daryl
♂ Wei Jie
♂ Heng Leong
♂ Chuan Wah
♂ Alvin
♂ Kah Wai
♂ Winston
♂ Tingyi
♂ Victor
♂ Zann
♂ Mun Wai
♂ Jerom
♂ Andrew
♂ Willy
♂ Liye
♂ Chun Cheng
♥ Friend
♥ Friend

- Hope-Church ☆
♀ Jazz
♀ Ace
♀ Jasmine
♀ Hui Yin
♀ Leanne
♀ Shareen
♀ Jul
♀ Felicia
♀ Ting Ting
♀ Jing Ting
♂ Shawn
♂ Kenneth
♂ Luke
♂ Paul
♂ Peretz
♥ Hope-Church
♥ Hope-Church

Chit-chat ☆

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Nostalgia ☆

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Entertainment ☆

Monday, September 28, 2009

Is this what you really want?

Is it really essential for you now and future?

Change your thoughts and you change your world.
-Norman Vincent Peale

Only if I got the prerogative to change you..

I know I've been nagging you to go school etc.. seriously it's for your own life good. You wanna survive with working salaries under your expectancy in future? Next year probably is your last year of school le. Right now I can't really focus much on you due to my upcoming N's. I'm so sorry, I'm working hard for my future wise. Maple is a game that ruins people's life. What's the point of playing and playing? Besides having high level which you might be proud in? Probably there's some reason you're in there. I used to be maple freak too. Spending approximately 4~5k sgd on @-Cash? Har! Sit back and think broadly, I think I am way too stupid. Seriously I regretted investing so much money and time in there. I can use it in many other useful ways. Skipping school, went Cyber Cafe for 12hours daily? Maple will be down one day I'm sure. Whenever I thought of my future, I told myself that I won't be so blissful to live that long. If really dead end I would have choose to suicide. Too naive le ~__~ I was hesitating whether should I drop school or not. When I first requested for drop-out application form, many teachers spoken to me. It's really touches my heart whereby I realised I'm not isolated and I'm sure I have plenty of things to learn in future. Well, I'm not saying as if I'm perfectionist now. Obstacles do happen around our daily life and I believes that's where we needa grow. Really grateful that I chosen to study. Eventually up till this year 2009, right after June holidays. I finally woke up from my lala land. I buck up my studies and chiong le. Really struggling hard. Don't wish you to be like me.. Cutting nails only please? Just cut it and go school tomorrow can? You've already changed tremendously le. Don't give up kay, success is just right beside you to grab it. You may think I'm gabbling now ultimately you're the one who can only who what type of life you want it to be. Living happily and with what you want or living with limited stuff. It's not too late if you made an effort to change. Slowly but surely, definitely you can make it. Just a year more to go! Used this to encourage myself last time. ~~IMPOSSIBLE~~ = IM-POSSIBLE

Hope you can reconsider.. sigh,

Am I really important to you?

I'm such a nuisance..

I sincerely apologise to you. T.T

I've been abominable jerk..

At times I'm serious because your words mean to me a lot.

I can't sense any feeling from you le..

Are we drifting apart already? sigh,

6:48:00 PM