` Contradicting is a way to be persistent =] ..

Being adequate is not good enough ,
having strong mentality of determine will be better .

About me ?

D E X T E R

NAME: DEXTER
STATUS: ~~ATTACHED~~ / ~~SINGLE~~
CHRISTIAN

It's poignant and it's inexplicable.. but I'll simulate silent and inhibit here..

Craving ☆

♥ Distinction for every module
♥ Hair-fashion Diploma
♥ Hair-fashion Nitec certificate
♥ LV bag
♥ New guitar
♥ Learn electric guitar
♥ A Classical piano
♥ Continue my piano grade
♥ 10 sets of clothes
♥ ~~HTC Hero~~
♥ ~~Spare phone~~
♥ ~~iPod touch~~
♥ ~~Gucci handbag~~
♥ ~~Burberry wallet~~
♥ ~~Green Wallet~~
♥ ~~Grow taller~~
♥ ~~Trip to Korea!~~
♥ ~~Be a hairstylist!~~
♥ 4 'A's for N level [Failed]
♥ ~~4 distinctions for prelim!~~
♥ ~~Desired Shoes~~

No-link ☆

- HairFashion & Design ☆
♂ Victor
♂ Tyson
♂ Loren
♀ Maya
♀ Ain
♀ Long Ting
♀ Pei San
♥ Friend
♥ Friend

- Maplers ☆
♀ Shan
♀ Vivian
♀ Coolrainx
♀ Sherry
♀ Yumeki
♀ Kathleen
♀ Regine
♀ Rainie
♂ Joel
♂ Lws
♂ Sherwin
♂ Ming Kang
♂ ZhiHui
♥ Mapler
♥ Mapler

- Audition ☆
♥ LV Fam
♀ Jie Ying
♀ Michelle
♀ Ashley
♀ Jocelyn
♀ Yan Ling
♂ Sungmin
♂ Sherman
♥ Audition
♥ Audition

- Friends ☆
♀ Janice
♀ Amide
♀ Joyce
♀ Kai Yee
♀ Nazrin
♀ Huda
♀ Mershal
♀ Su yi
♀ Cindy
♀ Xue wei
♀ Shu yi
♀ Shahira
♀ Jacqueline
♀ Hui Ling
♀ Qi Shan
♀ Noraliza
♀ Kim Wah
♀ Jin Yu
♀ Jie Min
♀ Xi xia
♀ Li Ling
♀ Esther
♀ Kolyn
♀ Melynda
♂ Bala
♂ Ashley
♂ Jason
♂ Jeremy
♂ Darrall
♂ Hong Zhi
♂ Zhe Bin
♂ Alex
♂ Daryl
♂ Wei Jie
♂ Heng Leong
♂ Chuan Wah
♂ Alvin
♂ Kah Wai
♂ Winston
♂ Tingyi
♂ Victor
♂ Zann
♂ Mun Wai
♂ Jerom
♂ Andrew
♂ Willy
♂ Liye
♂ Chun Cheng
♥ Friend
♥ Friend

- Hope-Church ☆
♀ Jazz
♀ Ace
♀ Jasmine
♀ Hui Yin
♀ Leanne
♀ Shareen
♀ Jul
♀ Felicia
♀ Ting Ting
♀ Jing Ting
♂ Shawn
♂ Kenneth
♂ Luke
♂ Paul
♂ Peretz
♥ Hope-Church
♥ Hope-Church

Chit-chat ☆

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Nostalgia ☆

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Entertainment ☆

Sunday, September 20, 2009

LIFE SUCK BIG TIME!

What's life? Living happily like fairytales? Sad ending like how dramas plot? It may be simple but it's sophisticated..

I'm obfuscated now and it's inexplicable.. Urge myself to feign on a smile to contradict my emotions. I'm certain that I doing it on purpose.. seriously I have no idea what to do.. I failed to gain your trust. I affirm my feelings and I believes it's gonna be everlasting.. I've been pondering am I right to step into your life but.. I assure you that I had NEVER regret it. Actually there's nothing much I've expect of, despite I'm scare of getting myself hurt? Frankly speaking, I really really hope this may be the last time.. I don't wanna hurt you, I don't wanna lose you but why am I having burdens of fears.. Skeptical between us? I hope not.. Don't know why these days, my words mislead my intention toward others.. Probably I'm too stupid to react ba. sigh, I believes and sure that every obstacles we went through. There will be an explanation behind any circumstances. I'm more than willing to clarify it.. I'm dread to do anything now.. Tomorrow gonna pay tuition fee, I remind dad to withdraw money beforehand le. But now seems like he's gonna give sorts of reason.. Just right after I have ask for the sum of money, he directly say "why don't I work and pay up some burdens of his?" I know it's hard for you dad.. But now I'm having N level and you're asking to get a job to share my daily expenses etc? Maybe I should put myself in his shoes' and think ba however he should spare a thought for me ah.. There's just approximately 10days of schooling till N level, after which I'm gonna have a long break.. I didn't touch my assessment books and tons of homework today.. Probably I got no motivation again.. Woke up early today, wanted to teach one of my friend Mathematics but in the end he overslept.. I've been waiting since 10am? Didn't blame him cause he said he has mistaken the time slot he had given to me so.. ye.. forget it. I am willing to help if I've the ability. Well, tomorrow's plan is planned pretty good le. Needa wake up early for tuition tomorrow.. Daily routine daily routine~ sigh, yearning to take a day break.. Torments of work and headache is causing me DEATH!

11:26:00 PM