` Contradicting is a way to be persistent =] ..

Being adequate is not good enough ,
having strong mentality of determine will be better .

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D E X T E R

NAME: DEXTER
STATUS: ~~ATTACHED~~ / ~~SINGLE~~
CHRISTIAN

It's poignant and it's inexplicable.. but I'll simulate silent and inhibit here..

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♥ Distinction for every module
♥ Hair-fashion Diploma
♥ Hair-fashion Nitec certificate
♥ LV bag
♥ New guitar
♥ Learn electric guitar
♥ A Classical piano
♥ Continue my piano grade
♥ 10 sets of clothes
♥ ~~HTC Hero~~
♥ ~~Spare phone~~
♥ ~~iPod touch~~
♥ ~~Gucci handbag~~
♥ ~~Burberry wallet~~
♥ ~~Green Wallet~~
♥ ~~Grow taller~~
♥ ~~Trip to Korea!~~
♥ ~~Be a hairstylist!~~
♥ 4 'A's for N level [Failed]
♥ ~~4 distinctions for prelim!~~
♥ ~~Desired Shoes~~

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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Don't waste life in doubts and fears.

-Emerson

sigh, seriously I had tried my best le..

I have been inhibiting my fears and doubts, kept telling myself that I definitely I will make it through. Just awhile more to persevere. These few days, my mood was really somber.. Not sure whether the papers is extraordinary challenging this year or I'm too stupid. Lotsa teachers said this year 'N' level is quite difficult compared to past years. Are they trying to comfort us or is it the fact? sigh, Trying hard not to affect my other subjects and just move on however I failed. At this plight of time really make me feel demoralise, imma failure.. Couldn't help thinking and thinking and thinking.. Really speechless.. HAISSSS... it's intricate and inexplicable, struggling with my emotions.. T~~~~~~~~~~~~~T

Wanna tell her that, sometimes I think guy do need some lessons to wake up from reality. No point helping and helping him.. At the end of the day, you're the one who gain not him seriously. It's ain't just knowledge, it's merely a "responsibility". Sorry I felt reluctant to say it in front of you. Remember he's a guy. Sigh, whenever you pick up a topic about him. I won't be talking ba. It's in vain I guess so, I would rather keep quiet than spoiling our friendship. Really hope to speak to him face to face but is it necessary? Will he take my advise? Not sure ~__~ He's already 19 years old now.. Should manage time wisely.. Maybe there's a reason behind that they don't wanna tell you that he's coming for the r.s meeting. Not sure though, ultimately I think you should calm down and listen to their advise instead. Identify what you should do at this age of time. You're my bestie, don't wish to see you carrying burdens of his. You like him I can understand.. However he should learn to be responsible for his life ah. Don't think that you are pulling him down from being leader.. You ain't! Probably he's not trustworthy to me ba. Let him be independent.. Like what some parents used to do to their kids. They spoilt them and in the end? Eventually the kids are the one who struggle from hardship. Doubt you want this to happen to him am I right? Let him took up his own decision and trust me he will be happier if he decided on things which came out to be unexpected.

自己的心血才是值得拥有的!

5:40:00 PM