Saturday, October 17, 2009
Workaholic!
This is the first day I've participated in image ministry. Felt so excited and was looking forward to serve in there. Known quite a number of people so far. I'm newbie so pardon me if you think I have made a mess out of your hair. Comment are welcomed! I'm more than willing to take advise and I'm sure I will do better next time round. The service was fantastic to me. During sermon, I dozed off halfway.. Tried my best to keep myself awake. Probably I had not enough rest. Recently I doze off easily ~__~ After service, went for dinner with my fellow mates. I was feeling isolated. Hmmm nothing happen actually but just maybe there's lotsa visitors around so they have to entertain them. I was convincing myself to understand them.. Well, forget about it. Glad to see a handful of visitors coming to our service. Though some didn't convert, I believe God will touch them one day! God is alive! Sat behind dining with Peretz, Daniel as well as Jeremy. Something really troubling my heart and mind this week. Shattered with tears during Praise and Worship. Cried in repentance. There is something that is uncertain about. Whenever I think of it, it really makes me feel lugubrious. Aww, that's gonna be girlish however I'm fragile in such thing now.. Daniel suddenly pop out a question asking me whether am I having trouble, why my face looks so sad. I was like ehh ya, ehh no no.. Didn't wanna share cause I really afraid if I said till halfway and just cry. Hmm~ well, I just share to Jeremy about it. Didn't wish to tell anyone about it though. Shared to him about something which is important to me and it's done against my will.. I felt scammed and feeling rather uncomfortable.. Eventually my tears just rolled down, sigh.. Really regret ); He shared his secret too. Whoa~ usually I didn't get to talk much with Jeremy till today. Kinda feel strong after his piece of advise. Trying to be optimistic.. And a way to avoid from reality is work! Haha, probably that's for time-being ba. God says "He do not want us to run away from problems but to face the problems." Guess it gonna be unavoidable ba. God I need you now.. Give me your presence and your sense of independence );
Lastly, felicitations to Xin Mei on choosing the right choice to water baptise! Great to hear that you're baptising ^^ Happy One year old on advance in God's child! I apologise that I couldn't manage to join you tomorrow for the ceremony due to my work.. Hope you enjoy yourself ya. Stay fruitful in Jesus and shine under His name. Continue to walk devotedly in your smooth spiritual life! Once again, happy one year old (;
Tomorrow gonna work from 7am~7pm daily till my off day which falls on every Saturday..Cover me down my hormie~ (;
In my heart, there's something that is irreplaceable..
Sometimes I felt tired in living such torturing life..
Not literally physical tired but emotional tired..
Yearning to go back to past,
however that's definitely unrealizable.
Learnt a lesson now..
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