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D E X T E R
NAME: DEXTER
STATUS: ATTACHED / SINGLE
CHRISTIAN
Craving ☆
♥ Distinction for every module
♥ Hair-fashion Diploma
♥ Hair-fashion Nitec certificate
♥ LV bag
♥ New guitar
♥ Learn electric guitar
♥ A Classical piano
♥ Continue my piano grade
♥ 10 sets of clothes
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HTC Hero
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Spare phone
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iPod touch
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Gucci handbag
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Burberry wallet
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Green Wallet
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Grow taller
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Trip to Korea!
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Be a hairstylist!
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4 'A's for N level [Failed]
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4 distinctions for prelim!
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Desired Shoes
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Monday, October 12, 2009
You wanna know why I chose to broke off? Seriously I not sure whether the problem lyes on me or you.. Initially I said that I needa concentrate while I'm in school and when I'm studying. The reason is I couldn't absorb well when there's interruption obstruct. It's just a merely short period of perservere only.. Just a week plus or so? I said I will be back after my N's as promise, right after Thursday's night which is my last paper of N's. I went in 7-11 store to buy IDD caller card. I felt uber exhilarate. Text you that I will be calling you tonight and the reply was "no sorry, I'm tired".. Don't you think I had tried to get back to how we were used to be last time? After I came to realised you've already changed, that's really broke my heart. I was confused in dilemma of whether I should continue this relationship.. I tried asking you to go school and you said you're tired, lazy and boring etc.. If you would have listen to me and sleep early, rest assured you won't be tired after the sufficient 8hours of rest. Whenever I ask you to sleep cause it's late already but somehow you just rejected me. Thats the first time that I wanna talk to you and you said you wanna sleep. Is it true that you're tired or you just don't wanna talk to me? Not sure though, it's rather depressing. You know yourself, did you hide anything from me? What's our promise initially? What have you agreed? - Must let each party know if they find each party is irritating- Must let each party know if he/she being controlled tightly- Must live till the end of your life if we ever broke up.. - Must trust each party being of no skeptical towards each other- Must sms once AT LEAST a day- Must be honest towards each party~ Stay sweet..Remember? sigh, ya you were asking why you're always the one to text me.. Do you realised that recently I'm the one who took the initiative to text you? You said last time when you woke up, you will definitely receive my sms.. You meant now don't have? Your whole life is upside down le. Woke up at the noon? Sleep at 4~6am? Even your mood turns moody too. Is it because we didn't contact that often and turns you to be like that? I thought real love is worthy to wait no matter how long? And it's just a week plus only, very long mah? Need to stay so close then can last? Doubt so.. True love counts by fate, counts by wholeheartly, counts by trust. Seems like there's lotsa things that are hidden deep inside your heart. I just wanna wait for your sms today and that's it. Hoping you to text me to see whether you still remember me or not. However you just replied as if it's just totally my fault. Well, if in that case.. I'm speechless. Yes, girls' thoughts and view is forever right and guys' thoughts and view is forever wrong.... Always guys must understand girls? Why not opposite? Sexist? How can I trust you when I know that you had broke so many times of my trust wall towards you? How can I trust you when I know so many things behind you? Don't wanna make me worry? If you don't say, seriously it makes me feel more useless and untrustworthy.. What am I to you.. Where are you when I'm down? Where are you when I need someone to concern me? Not sure whether sometimes those msn's private messages is it related about me.. aiya forget it la. Say so much also no use le. Give you one sentence. -> Make your decision wisely.
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