` Contradicting is a way to be persistent =] ..

Being adequate is not good enough ,
having strong mentality of determine will be better .

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D E X T E R

NAME: DEXTER
STATUS: ~~ATTACHED~~ / ~~SINGLE~~
CHRISTIAN

It's poignant and it's inexplicable.. but I'll simulate silent and inhibit here..

Craving ☆

♥ Distinction for every module
♥ Hair-fashion Diploma
♥ Hair-fashion Nitec certificate
♥ LV bag
♥ New guitar
♥ Learn electric guitar
♥ A Classical piano
♥ Continue my piano grade
♥ 10 sets of clothes
♥ ~~HTC Hero~~
♥ ~~Spare phone~~
♥ ~~iPod touch~~
♥ ~~Gucci handbag~~
♥ ~~Burberry wallet~~
♥ ~~Green Wallet~~
♥ ~~Grow taller~~
♥ ~~Trip to Korea!~~
♥ ~~Be a hairstylist!~~
♥ 4 'A's for N level [Failed]
♥ ~~4 distinctions for prelim!~~
♥ ~~Desired Shoes~~

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♀ Coolrainx
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♂ Ming Kang
♂ ZhiHui
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♥ Mapler

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♂ Jason
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♂ Darrall
♂ Hong Zhi
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♂ Alex
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♂ Wei Jie
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♂ Tingyi
♂ Victor
♂ Zann
♂ Mun Wai
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♥ Friend
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- Hope-Church ☆
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♀ Ace
♀ Jasmine
♀ Hui Yin
♀ Leanne
♀ Shareen
♀ Jul
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♀ Ting Ting
♀ Jing Ting
♂ Shawn
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♂ Luke
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♂ Peretz
♥ Hope-Church
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Saturday, August 21, 2010

Hey my reading pals! Eventually I'm back after ups and downs life. Lots of circumstances obstruct along. Basically I've decided to be a good book in front of my lecturers. Initially, I thought one of my lecturer dislike me etc. So I approach her and have a good talk. I was stupefied by her words, saying "I am actually not a good book in front of those lecturers". Probably because of my attendance and my hair etc.. Somehow I was enlightened by her too. Decided to dye my hair black, cut it short etc. Doing what I am suppose to be, as a student. I chose this course, this path myself. Hence I must do my very best in it. Came to realised, I've wasted for the whole 7months doing nothing. Truancy is still part and parcel in my tertiary life. Thought I would change after graduating from my secondary school's life. After pondering for a night, I gotta sacrifice something to achieve something greater. I've made this decision is to be someone great so that I could protect her ahh.. )'; I have been missing someone uber deeply.. I won't do anything because I'm afraid if I can resist myself. All I could say is.. I'm sorry.. Hope by times, she will understand.. I don't expect much from her, just hope that she can be happy. Saranghae..

The feeling is rather intricate and devastate.. Gotta feign on smile to hide the enervated me.. Being good book in front of my lecturers is really tiring.. At times, I just need some encouragement. Not advising me, what's right and wrong. I know what I am doing just hope someone could understand me, rooting for my thoughts. Been seeking God for directions. Never thought of doubting God. In fact, my relationship with God is pretty stable. Trying to go for extra miles. I know the purpose of going church, going for care group. Friendship is also partially the purpose of going too. I couldn't have been so stable without my church-mates around me, guiding me along. So I took them as important, don't wish to have conflicts here and there. People says conflicts will bring the friendship bonding deeper. Yes I agreed with that however at the other hand, it also will deprive the closeness between us if we don't handle it well. Sometime I tend to doubt myself in their eyes whether am I trustworthy in words etc. There was once, my friends which they think they are older than me so didn't take my words for granted. I may be younger than them but doesn't mean by experiences is weak. Somehow I feel the awkwardness and odds between the friendship. I hope this time I am over sensitive..

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